Just My Thoughts

Life is ever-changing. Sounds oxymoronic kinda sorta but it’s true. You go through like with a plan & you work so hard to achieve it and when you do you revel in that victory no matter how big or small. I love that about life. The other side is when you sit and think about your future & all the things you’d love to accomplish by a certain milestone. When I was younger, I always said I wanted a big family….at least 4 children….. PAUSE… so you notice I said NOTHING about a husband. I’ve never been one to have that ‘big wedding dream’. Just not me, not who I am. Which brings me back to my point….PLAY….. Now that I’m older I realize I do want the happily ever after. I do want the ENTIRE family, not just the kids. Now my thoughts consume me. Did I make the right decision initially & shy away from relationships? Will I ever find the ‘Just Wright’ person? How old will I be? Sounds so simple. Yet for me it’s so complex. Succeeding in my everyday life (school, career, etc…) Is a no-brainer. It’s the family that gets me all worked up. Life sure is ever-changing…..but it’s also amazing.